In just 3 shorts days (ish) I am going to be a Mom.
Let me say that again.
In 3 days … I am going to be a Mom.
In the meantime, I am riding the hormonal water slide (I hate roller coasters, for real). Should I be feeling depressed? I am realizing that in 3 short days everything … everything is going to change. And, yes, I knew this before I even met S. Babies change things. But now it is going to happen really, really soon. I know I’m ready for it, but am I really ready? Too late to worry about that now.
But, I am enjoying the last few days of not being a mom … talking to the belly, feeling the rock concert going on inside (this kid is going to be a mosh pit junkie), going out to eat and seeing $5 movies. I am ready for him to be here for sure. But what happens after that scares the sh*t out of me. Is that okay to say out loud?